Thank you, no a BIG THANK YOU to all the well wishers and friends on the return of my spouse! There are a few folks that I met through blogging who have made me laugh, made me cry and kept me sane during deployment. For them I thank them very much! I am excited beyond all belief that I finally get to sleep night after night next to a snoring, cover thief, with cold arsed feet. It has been my dream ever since I was a little girl. Honestly, I love that he is home cold feet and all.
I am pondering the thought about whether to keep blogging or not. Not a lot of folks comment much anymore so I am either really boring or readers are just really afraid of me. I am looking at moving towards documenting our upcoming move and of course the trials and errors of having kids. I am still up in the air and will have to think a little more as to how much time I can spend kvetching about the goofy things in life. It is a really good release for me but I can journal instead if I am just looking at a release of frustration, emotions or energy.
As for taking time off in general, folks I can’t. Work is not in a situation where they can actually let me go spend days with the spouse. With the Army transformation of Europe going where it is and what I do for a living, I am a VERY busy girl. If I could be home I would, but its not in the cards at the moment.
I spent one day at home taking another test called a HSG to look at the anatomical makeup of “my baby making stuff” on Monday. That was about the extent of my staying home with the spouse – getting poked, prodded and told to hold still…and don’t forget to breath. The good news is that this is the second test to show that there are no uterine abnormalities or issues with the tubes. The bad news is the Radiologist said my cervix was abnormal according to him. This is the third doc to say this, but I am now at the point where I ask is abnormal just another way of saying “healthy, but atypical anatomically?”
I am waiting to hear back from the OB/GYN to tell me to go forward and reproduce at will & hopefully it won’t be long now to hear those words. Especially since we all know that "practice makes perfect," right?